(via hayamandarae)
I’ve let it run its course, I decided I’d give him so opportunities to turn things around…. he failed. I’m sick of this lazy, bitchass motherfucker. I can’t take it. He taught me so much about what I DON’T want to be. He justifies his laziness and acts like doing pills and being glued to his fucking couch ISN’T a problem… It’s like, nooooo man, hold the fuck up- it’s a big problem. No job, no education, no hobbies or interests, no motivation. Literally his whole existence is a cycle of sleep, smoke, sell percs, take a perc, watch tv, sleep, eat a bitchass portion of food cause he thinks he fat, smoke again, then sleep. THATS IT. That’s what he has been doing for the past 7 years. Since we’ve been dating that’s also all he’s been doing. He doesn’t even try to romance me with dinner and a movie. He doesn’t ever make plans, he seriously NEVER leaves his fucking house.
&I know why! It’s cause he’s an insecure little junky bitch who is honestly brainless! It’s dunzo. I need to release it before I hate him any more than I already do.
Courtney 2009